Betrayal

Betrayal

What do you mean I can't trust anyone
why do I have to keep things to myself forever more
how is it no one takes care of their own house
before going in to someone else's

Now I must find my own path
now I must rely on my own choices
to guide myself through the darkness
for fear of being betrayed again

The pain is there
so is the fear
why can't I bring anyone near my heart
They claim to understand
but all they want is to control
To insinuate and regulate

Now I must find my own path
now I must rely on my own choices
to guide myself through the darkness
for fear of being betrayed again

I thought I had left the darkness
finally to break free of this haunting night
funny when I stopped to smell the roses
all that shit came back to me

Now I must find my own path
now I must rely on my own choices
to guide myself through the darkness
for fear of being betrayed again