Darkness
Through lies I travel in darkness
They have a power of their own
To rend, to shred and devour
To leave you alone
Through lies I have traveled in darkness
For me there was no rest
From here and yon
I flowed till dawn
Though could never give my best
I no longer travel in darkness
Lies, thee time is done
No more will you ruin my life
Lies, your time is done
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Night
Night
The night calls to me
With the ease of an old friend
Its call a gentle breeze,
A knowing song that fills me
With a peace that knows no end
Her caress is like the night
Her embrace, the song
She holds me near
She holds me close
She whispers in my ear
The night calls to me
My very dear old friend
She sings a song for me
That fills me with a peace
That has no end
Inolas Sept 10 2004
The night calls to me
With the ease of an old friend
Its call a gentle breeze,
A knowing song that fills me
With a peace that knows no end
Her caress is like the night
Her embrace, the song
She holds me near
She holds me close
She whispers in my ear
The night calls to me
My very dear old friend
She sings a song for me
That fills me with a peace
That has no end
Inolas Sept 10 2004
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Friday, March 18, 2005
THOUGHT DAY 14627
Today was very interesting... It is a unique feeling I have. I am 40 years and 17 days old. That figure is including 10 days from leap years. I thought I should include that fact to be accurate.
It truly is a very interesting path I have taken. Never thought I would become a Witch, a solo practitioner. But I never really felt complete as a Christian either. No one is to blame there. I have found that my tolerance of others has increased, however my tolerance of stupid shit has decreased accordingly. I wonder if that came with the birthday or am I just noticing how much stupid shit goes on in the average day. I'm even become less tolerant of my own stupid shit which I constantly do. I question myself, I wonder if I am ready to commit to one person and be part of her family and her be part of mine. The ink hasn't even been used on my divorce paperwork and here I am contemplating how I'm going to spend the rest of my life. Is that stupid or wise?
I'm still trying to figure that one out. There is no question that I love her very much and that she is who I'm thinking about daily. But is it really fair to her? She needs me and I need her but is it right? I'll give her a call in a little while and see how she is doing. I also need to do a change of address for my ex. Mail addressed to her is going to my girlfriend's house. I still have no patience for her (the ex's) stupidity. That's about it for today. See you!
"An it harm none, do what thou wilt"
Nameste'
It truly is a very interesting path I have taken. Never thought I would become a Witch, a solo practitioner. But I never really felt complete as a Christian either. No one is to blame there. I have found that my tolerance of others has increased, however my tolerance of stupid shit has decreased accordingly. I wonder if that came with the birthday or am I just noticing how much stupid shit goes on in the average day. I'm even become less tolerant of my own stupid shit which I constantly do. I question myself, I wonder if I am ready to commit to one person and be part of her family and her be part of mine. The ink hasn't even been used on my divorce paperwork and here I am contemplating how I'm going to spend the rest of my life. Is that stupid or wise?
I'm still trying to figure that one out. There is no question that I love her very much and that she is who I'm thinking about daily. But is it really fair to her? She needs me and I need her but is it right? I'll give her a call in a little while and see how she is doing. I also need to do a change of address for my ex. Mail addressed to her is going to my girlfriend's house. I still have no patience for her (the ex's) stupidity. That's about it for today. See you!
"An it harm none, do what thou wilt"
Nameste'
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