Who Am I

Who am I?
Where am I?
How did I get to this place?
Where everything is neither black nor white,
But varying shades of gray and other colors.
Why am I, wondering about this when I am so busy with 'other' things?
How can I think about this now?
Why do I?
Did the universe decide to allow me divine access to this information,
and why now?
Who Am I and where am I going?
I am Inolas and I light the path that leads to the knowledge of our forefathers.
Do you choose to follow?

Moving again?

I am so happy I could crap kittens! I just moved into my new townhouse over the weekend! I had asked on of my friends with a truck to help me out and they said yes but never returned my calls all weekend. Fortunately, my mom and my "big sister" came through and got me moved in.

I Lost my Wisdom, so Now I Crave Blueberries!

I Lost my Wisdom, so Now I Crave Blueberries!

In my secret mind cave ....

In my secret mind cave ....

Oxy Moron

Oxy Moron

Life

Life is funny
You truly never know what's comming
but that is what makes life wonderful

I was feelin some tunes so I'll share

Today I thought I would start adding tunes to my pages!! Enjoy!!

Hero

Hero

We all have a hero...
The hero is the one who shelters us when we are afraid
they shield us from most harm
they're almost always there....
except when we need them the most...
until you look in the mirror and there you find the best hero ever...
Ourselves

Betrayal

Betrayal

What do you mean I can't trust anyone
why do I have to keep things to myself forever more
how is it no one takes care of their own house
before going in to someone else's

Now I must find my own path
now I must rely on my own choices
to guide myself through the darkness
for fear of being betrayed again

The pain is there
so is the fear
why can't I bring anyone near my heart
They claim to understand
but all they want is to control
To insinuate and regulate

Now I must find my own path
now I must rely on my own choices
to guide myself through the darkness
for fear of being betrayed again

I thought I had left the darkness
finally to break free of this haunting night
funny when I stopped to smell the roses
all that shit came back to me

Now I must find my own path
now I must rely on my own choices
to guide myself through the darkness
for fear of being betrayed again

London Attacks

When I looked the back of the bus was missing’ - World News - MSNBC.com
Current mood: angry


These attacks, no matter who is responsible, is the work of cowards. The world will not suffer the acts of cowards who attack the masses of innocent people. You claim to do these things in the name of Allah, that your cause is a just and holy jihad...But you dont even begin to truly follow the Qu'ran the message it brings to all people. You are ignorant, blasphemic, and truly desrving of everything that Allah will render unto you.

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‘When I looked the back of the bus was missing’ - World News - MSNBC.com

Slut

Indrik the Beast

Indrik the Beast You scored 80% Esotericism, 90% Power, and 24% Malevolence!

In Russian folklore Indrik the beast is a miraculous beast, the lord of animals. He lives on "the saint mountain" and treads there where no other foot may tread. When he stirs, the Earth trembles. This beast has two horns and rules the water with snakes and crocodiles. According to a legend, Indrik has rescued people from a drought. His name is a distorted version of the word "unicorn".

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 98% on Esotericism You scored higher than 96% on Power You scored higher than 52% on Malevolence

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Rage

Rage
Rage
Rage at the stupid numbers that man uses to categorize man
Rage at the incessant paranoia that refuses to yield to common sense
Rage at the corporate idiots that do nothing but sit on their asses and collect a paycheck
Rage at the stupid people who have allowed this insanity to take place and
Rage at me for falling for their bullshit one more time

Summer!!

Well summer classes are starting this week and I am looking forward to them. I have a new girlfriend, a new home and a fresh start!

Self

I wall the memories behind my fears
I have shed a thousand tears
I walk the long night aware only
Of the present and future of Self

Darkness

Darkness

Through lies I travel in darkness
They have a power of their own
To rend, to shred and devour
To leave you alone

Through lies I have traveled in darkness
For me there was no rest
From here and yon
I flowed till dawn
Though could never give my best

I no longer travel in darkness
Lies, thee time is done
No more will you ruin my life
Lies, your time is done

Night

Night
The night calls to me
With the ease of an old friend
Its call a gentle breeze,
A knowing song that fills me
With a peace that knows no end

Her caress is like the night
Her embrace, the song
She holds me near
She holds me close
She whispers in my ear

The night calls to me
My very dear old friend
She sings a song for me
That fills me with a peace
That has no end

Inolas Sept 10 2004

THOUGHT DAY 14627

Today was very interesting... It is a unique feeling I have. I am 40 years and 17 days old. That figure is including 10 days from leap years. I thought I should include that fact to be accurate.
It truly is a very interesting path I have taken. Never thought I would become a Witch, a solo practitioner. But I never really felt complete as a Christian either. No one is to blame there. I have found that my tolerance of others has increased, however my tolerance of stupid shit has decreased accordingly. I wonder if that came with the birthday or am I just noticing how much stupid shit goes on in the average day. I'm even become less tolerant of my own stupid shit which I constantly do. I question myself, I wonder if I am ready to commit to one person and be part of her family and her be part of mine. The ink hasn't even been used on my divorce paperwork and here I am contemplating how I'm going to spend the rest of my life. Is that stupid or wise?
I'm still trying to figure that one out. There is no question that I love her very much and that she is who I'm thinking about daily. But is it really fair to her? She needs me and I need her but is it right? I'll give her a call in a little while and see how she is doing. I also need to do a change of address for my ex. Mail addressed to her is going to my girlfriend's house. I still have no patience for her (the ex's) stupidity. That's about it for today. See you!
"An it harm none, do what thou wilt"
Nameste'