Betrayal

What do you mean I can't trust anyone?

Why do I have to keep things to myself forever more?

How is it no one takes care of their own house

Before going in to someone else's

Now I must find my own path

Now I must rely on my own choices

To guide myself through the darkness

For fear of being betrayed again

The pain is there

So is the fear

Why can't I bring anyone near my heart?

They claim to understand

But all they want is to control

To insinuate and regulate

Now I must find my own path

Now I must rely on my own choices

To guide myself through the darkness

For fear of being betrayed again

I thought I had left the darkness

Finally to break free of this haunting night

Funny when I stopped to smell the roses

All that crap came back to me

Now I must find my own path

Now I must rely on my own choices

To guide myself through the darkness

For fear of being betrayed again

Why have you betrayed me?

Was I not good enough?

Or strong enough

It seems I was convient enough

Or is it you who is betrayed

Now I must find my own path

Now I must rely on my own choices

To guide myself through the darkness

For fear of being betrayed again