Why do I have to keep things to myself forever more?
How is it no one takes care of their own house
Before going in to someone else's
Now I must find my own path
Now I must rely on my own choices
To guide myself through the darkness
For fear of being betrayed again
The pain is there
So is the fear
Why can't I bring anyone near my heart?
They claim to understand
But all they want is to control
To insinuate and regulate
Now I must find my own path
Now I must rely on my own choices
To guide myself through the darkness
For fear of being betrayed again
I thought I had left the darkness
Finally to break free of this haunting night
Funny when I stopped to smell the roses
All that crap came back to me
Now I must find my own path
Now I must rely on my own choices
To guide myself through the darkness
For fear of being betrayed again
Why have you betrayed me?
Was I not good enough?
Or strong enough
It seems I was convenient enough
Or is it you who is betrayed
Now I must find my own path
Now I must rely on my own choices
To guide myself through the darkness
For fear of being betrayed again
